MY LONG AWAITED ENTRY

If this is Secondary School, I'm glad it's only for 4 years.

It's really hectic now, its worse-er that Semester 1.
Let's break down my rantings, shall we?



1) School Work

I should really confess I miss P6 - concentrating on 4 subjects only. Now it's like, take EVERYTHING into consideration, your strenghts/weaknesses, boring/interesting subjects. It's starting all oveeerrrrrr again. My results are ok. It's either I passed good-ly (haha, what a word) or performed terribly.

I got A1s all the way to C5s.
I'll really have to push this Semester.

Malay is a drag now. The 'spark' in the class is missing.

English? BORING. What is there to learn?

I miss Mr Bakar's teaching! Now Mdm Riza is in charge of our A1s for Science. Not much to say about her, she just enjoys to inject IT into our class.

Maths' the same. Mr Lee promised us a Maths project. Yeah, like WHAT?.

Literature... Mrs Chew seems nice, but I get this weird vibe from her. I want Miss Tang back for odd reasons.

Visual Learning. Some guy from Synergy's coming to teach us. ROAR, he looks like a tiger.

Music - We're learning piano now. I'm not sure if I'm elated or not.

P.E. - Mr Teo promised 2 rounds around the school. Happy much? Ah, yes, NAPFA's coming. Darn you, 2.4.

IPW is seriously the shit. I don't get any of it. And I'm not that happy with my group.

CCL is better now. I don't need to act blur, I am.

Homec is fine. Mdm Hidayah just talks a lot. Our first lesson, I guess.

Geog seems okay. I wanna Ace it, like how I A1-ed my History. I WANT MDM NORA BACK! Oh well, at lesat its Mrs Koh. NOT Mr Chong.


2) Friends

I'm not that satisfied with my group right now. ! and @ are love. # is okay. $, %, ^, * are so-so.

Oh,
and I think my friendship with Aida is kwangkwangkwang. No comment.


AH, I don't dare name my friends for various reasons.


Aquintances? I have many of them. Really hoping to get closer to @!# again. I miss bitching with her. She's a GREAT listener.


3) Love Life


Oh damn puberty. Can't say much here, its a big secret.

CODY VAN ZANDT!


4) Music

I'ma pround soldier of the MCRmy.
gee is love, but fwankie's better.



okay bye.
its 11:20 now, there's tution tomorrow.

im weird.

i feel super lazy to do my hw.

but when i start, i wont stop till its done.



guess i'll finish my RD + 10 reflection after all.

im an hw addict when i start. when i stop, i become lazy.


see you in school.
htf did 4 weeks past soooo fast?

hello, i'm still alive.



STARTERS:
ONE - Spell your name without vowels
Shhdh drn

TWO - Are you single?
uh-huh

THREE - Whats your favorite number?
14

FOUR - What color do you wear most?
blue(my jeans), but it's not my favourite

FIVE - Least favorite color?
vomit, mucus

SIX - What are you listening to?
teenagers – my chemical romance

SEVEN - What do you smoke?
i don't smoke

EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?
sort of

NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
yeah, rahimah rahim

TEN - What is your favorite period in school?
free periods

ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?
no

TWELVE - How do you make money?
i get weekly allowance; that's why being a student is the most unfair occupation in the world(other that slavery), we don't get paid for studying. sometimes i wonder, why study? i don't get paid to do it

THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?
dunno.

FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing?
a bit

FIFTEEN - One word to describe you?
lazy

SIXTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?
double-tongue converse sneakers

SEVENTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?
yup (just bought them!)

EIGHTEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?
somewhere cooler(and i just had a bath with cold water)

NINETEEN - What should you be doing right now?
holiday homework

TWENTY- Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
duh


THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
yes

Can you dance?
more or less

Can you do a cart wheel?
no

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?
no

Can you touch your toes?
yes

Can you whistle?
no

Can you wiggle your ears?
no

Can you wiggle your nose?
no, i'm no rabbit


THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight at school?
no

Did you ever run away from home?
no

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
when i heard the salary, yes. then, no

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
no


THE DOS:
Do you believe in God?
yes

Do you know how to swim?
a little

Do you like roller coasters?
some

Do you own a bike?
no

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?
eek, no


THE DOES:
Does hair loss run through your family?
i think so

Does your car get good gas mileage?
i don’t have a car

Does your family have family picnics?
no


THE HOWS:
How did you find out about Friendster?
through friends(like, duh)

How many Friendster friends have you met in person?
72

How tall are you?
around 1.49m (yes, i'm short. i'm trying to grow taller)

How much money do you have on you right now?
$200+


THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?
aunt & cousin

Last thing you said out loud?
good night

Last thing someone said to you?
good night


THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?
this is how I disappear – my chemical romance

What is the temperature outside?
somewhat 20-30 degrees Celsius

What radio station do you listen to?
98.7 fm, 987 baby!

What was the last restaurant you ate at?
sushi king (at mid-valley, malaysia)

What was the last thing you bought?
my big sunnies (:D 50RM)

What was the last thing you had to drink?
mineral water

What was the last thing on TV you watched?
Clear shampoo cormerial


THE WHOS:
Who is your newest friend that added you on Friendster?
claryce-

Who was the last person you MSNed?
tauhidah

Who talked to you on the phone last?
my aunt

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
my cousin (he was sleeping)

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
farahin

Who was the last person you said I love you to?
a picture of him


CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?
yeah

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeah

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
yes

Ever cried over the opposite sex?
no

Do you cry when you get an injury?
sometimes

Do certain songs make you cry?
no

Do certain movies make you cry?
no

{do i sound heartless?


HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person?
generally

What can make you happy?
those that don’t make me sad(hah)

Do you wish you were happier?
yeah

Is being happy overrated?
no

Can music make you happy?
definitely


HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?
yes

Ever made a hit list?
no

Have you ever been on a hit list?
don't know

Are you a mean bully?
i hope not


SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?
not really

Do you believe in yourself?
sometimes

Are you good looking?
you tell me

Do you wish you could be someone else?
no. i wish i had someone else's life


LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?
black, natural

Current piercings?
one on each ear

Have any tattoos?
i wish

Straight hair or curly?
in the middle


HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?
yes, i'm human

Been on the phone until the sun came up?
no

Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
almost

Laughed so hard you cried?
yup

Got in a fight with someone?
yes

Do you like surveys?
when I’m bored, yes

Do you get along with your parents?
a bit

Do you have mental breakdowns?
maybe

Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school?
no


CURRENT:
Current mood: sleepy

Current music: My Chemical Romance

Current hair style: looks like some lion’s mane

Current crush: it’s a secret, baby

Current thing I ought to be doing: holiday homework

Current windows open: windows messenger, friendster, heymaths homepage, heymaths revision exercise, my documents, windows media player

Current desktop picture: deRien – boy;unloved